Friday, May 29, 2015

Poetry

Princess, princess
The castle is falling
The walls have come crashing,
The true end is calling
The prince was a traitor
Who understood none
An uncontrollable trigger
On an always loaded gun
The shots have been fired
And princess you're bleeding
The only thing keeping you going
Is the sadness you're feeding
The crown has been lost,
It lies cracked in the dirt
You abandoned it when
You discovered this hurt
Princess, princess
The castle just fell
Please let me try to save you
From this descent into hell.

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Poetry

You hurt and abuse,
Mistrust and misuse
Maker of tears,
Creator of fears,
I can tell you and tell you
Til I'm blue in the face
But excuse after excuse
Will my words replace
I can't stand the fighting,
The yelling, the pain
But if the sun starts to shine,
You just bring down the rain
You're either silent and deadly
Or flamboyant and cruel
No matter the day,
You must dominate and rule
I gave you a warning,
The third one this time
If you don't change your mind,
Then I'm out of your life.

Wednesday, May 27, 2015

Poetry

Poison, poison
Don't you see it in your glass?
Poison, poison,
As you walk from class to class
Red alert, red alert
The knives are cutting deep
Deep blue tears from yellow eyes,
Please don't listen to that creep
He'll twist his words to hurt us
Make you stay away from me,
But only because I know the truth,
The truth to set you free.

Tuesday, May 26, 2015

Poetry

These are the times
Yes these are
Where you find out things about each other
By the light of a star
When 3:00 am is never too late,
When the cars roll by just to seal your fate,
When you stay up lost in all your hate,
And the call of the night is dark and great
Nothing like this should have happened
No one this young should experience this...
A lack of love being reciprocated,
Leads to a misunderstanding of bliss
As you weave your life's story
As I sigh and absorb it all
I realize that everyone has problems
We just hide them behind our own wall.

Monday, May 25, 2015

Poetry

Emotionally numb,
Calmness in my veins,
My eyes have lost all vision,
Like a driver when it rains
Now all I see 
In front of me
Is the blank wall,
Faded starch white from history
So close your eyes,
Close your eyes,
Let the clarity take you high,
Feel the air as it hits your face,
Wake up to the world,
Realize your mistake
Don't exchange your grace,
For a deadly embrace,
Don't define all your fears
Just to mask your tears
Just let go.

Friday, May 22, 2015

Poetry

Such a poor choice,
Why would you do that?
You have a child to raise,
You're acting like a spoiled brat
In trouble with the law
And you're just sixteen
Just grow the hell up,
Look at the mess you have to clean
A price you'll have to pay 
For the rest of your life
Gave him all that,
And you won't be his wife
Why create innocence
Just to soil it with sin
Now there's no escape from this hell
That you put yourself in
I pray that one day
You will wake up and see
That life waits for no one,
Not you and not me
So make wise decisions 
Don't let anything hold you down
Because in the end, life's a circus
Don't play the clown.

Thursday, May 21, 2015

Poetry

Stop please, stop
Why don't you give it a rest?
You take a tiny little problem,
And you make it a mess.
Stop please, stop,
Why don't you take a break?
You turn every single issue
Into another headache
Stop please, stop
Not everything is a fight...
Why can't you take the fact,
That you aren't always right
Stop please, stop...
The battle is done
You can't win something
That you lost when it begun. 

Wednesday, May 20, 2015

Poetry

I want to fly
I want to escape 
But I'm no superhero,
No powers or cape
My emotions keep me here,
I'm trapped by my tears
Surrounded by fear,
And scorned by the sneers
Ignore all the negative,
Let in only happiness
Yet if I try to accept depression,
All I find is the stress
It's time to let go of all pain and negativity,
I've learned this by and by,
It's time to start a new leaf,
To spread my wings and fly.

Tuesday, May 19, 2015

Poetry

I've run out of topics,
My mind has gone numb
There's no inspiration,
I'm emotionally dumb
Yet I'll sit and I'll write,
With nothing left to say,
But the words still spill out,
Because there's no other way.
But now I want to go,
To not write anymore,
I want to play my game...
Because my mind is growing sore.
I will leave right now,
I want to go and play
I will end this poem here,
For there is nothing left to say.

Monday, May 18, 2015

Poetry

It's a battlefield
This game you wanna play
Ignore the warning signs,
And expect it to go your way.
You give no effort in anything
Yet expect me to give back
If you want to put in nothing,
I won't cut you any slack
Build up my walls,
Brick by crumbling brick
To keep you out, 
Because you acted like a prick,
Just when the sledgehammer had barely broken through,
You had to be emotional and ruin everything, didn't you. 
I'll block you out and make you cry,
I'll twist you 'til you want to die,
I'll take your mind and never set it free,,,
Then shut you out entirely.

Thursday, May 14, 2015

Poetry

My inspiration to start writing poetry was my Mom. She used to write poetry all the time, until about two months before she died. 2 years ago on Mother's Day, she had written a poem... so I wrote a follow up to it. Below are both her poem and mine. Mother's Day was written by her, Mother's Day Pt. 2 was written by me.

Mother's Day
The strong wind blows outside the window,
And home is so far away,
You're gone, you left me in this place where demons roam,
It's the price I have to pay.

The dark blue sky weeps tears of fear,
The trees stand guard and see,
A woman writing all alone,
Lost in her misery.

Look closer still, and you will see,
A little girl wrapped inside,
Afraid to run, afraid to stay,
So inside, petrified, she'll hide.

Tomorrow is another day,
Where mothers celebrate and give praise,
But this Mommy sits alone and cries,
And dreams of better days.

The woman writing all alone,
Dreams of her girls far away,
Kept safe in her broken heart for now,
On this very sad Mother's Day.
Mother's Day (Pt. 2)
She sits alone up in her room,
Talking to the walls all day,
It's almost been 2 years now,
Since her mother was taken away.

Now it's Mother's Day again,
All her friends are celebrating,
All the fake smiles in the photos they post,
She finds their masquerade frustrating.

When they ask her how she's doing,
She'll tell them that she's fine,
None of them see her hidden tears,
For she isn't worth their time.

She enters the closet quietly,
She's alone, without a doubt,
She gives the urn a gentle kiss,
And then lets her tears pour out.

"Gone, but not forgotten",
Is what everyone loves to say,
But please give her daughter some consolation,
On this very sad Mother's Day.

Wednesday, May 13, 2015

Poetry

Hate without reason
No matter the season
The years have passed by
You still don't know why
I know you don't like me,
But your reasoning I fail to see
You don't like me, I don't like you
But only because I know what's true
I see through each and every disguise
Now you have no way to hide your lies. 
This is why we share this mutual hate
We'll never be friends, so this is our fate
I can forgive, but you obviously can't
But since there's no help for you... I will end my rant.

Tuesday, May 12, 2015

Poetry

You tell me to tell you my problems,
And give you every little piece of my mind
But when everyone lives in a palace of lies,
You'll see my heart is quite hard to find.
I have tried to let things out before,
But no one can simply be quiet,
All of my secrets are spilled from their lips,
And I am now the cause of a riot. 
Is it my fault that I can trust no one?
Is it my fault that everyone has betrayed?
Anyone who has dragged me into their game
Hates when I show them how it's played
So from here on out,
My troubles are my own..
They'll hide beneath the surface,
Never to be shown
Because if they come out to play,
Then they settle in, and are here to stay
It makes for quite a downcast day...
The type to make me run away.

Monday, May 11, 2015

Poetry

Red is for roses,
But also for fire
But red is also the color
Of love and desire
Blue is for violets,
And also the sky
But the sky fades to gray
If the clouds begin to cry
Sweet defines sugar,
But sugar can be fake
And if you are not careful
It will put your life at stake
So you see, 
What I'm trying to say...
Is that even the most beautiful things
Can be dark and twisted in their own way.

Friday, May 8, 2015

Poetry

I'm so done
I've tried too hard
And still you pulled
The pity card
I'm fed up with with drama
And all of your lies
Yet I know that you're hurting
I can see it in your eyes
What made you this way?
What turned your heart cold
Was it a twisting of fate,
Some story untold?
I pity, it's true,
Yes, I feel bad for you
But I'm not made of rubber
And your words stick like glue
I can't take all this pain
It doesn't leave with the rain
I can't take all the lies
Buried deep inside
So goodbye for a while
I will leave with a smile
Because I've made a choice that's better for me.

Thursday, May 7, 2015

Poetry

A Broken Forever

Sit by me and smile for a bit,
While this childish dream dances round in my head
I know it won't last, that you'll soon be in my past,
But for you, I shall paint my lips red.
Grab my hand and promise me everything
Give me a thin band of silver as proof
But even angels tell lies, as another soul dies,
I cannot deny myself the truth.
We now speak of the future,
And yearn to be together.
But as you talk of the wedding, hell is where this relationship's heading,
And soon, there will only be a broken forever.

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

Poetry

You rely on everyone around you
Because you claim you can't stand for yourself
How does that feel to the rest of us?
Constantly bending under the weight of your health
Without us... where would you go,
Who would you be?
You neglect us all and trample us....
We're human like you, if you can't see
You're so headstrong,
You're 'always right',
You claim you live for love,
But it's not love, it's a fight
You confuse and abuse
All the privileges you own
If you'd stop confusing yourself,
The path is clearly shown,
There's a simple way to fix this,
This mess you call a life
But you're hellbent on misery,
And making her your wife
It's foolish, your dream
You're too young for this mess
So let go of her,
And let go of the stress
It'll be better in the long run,
Even if it hurts for a while
You're not meant for each other...
Go find a true reason to smile.

Tuesday, May 5, 2015

Poetry

Don't fear the simplest thing in life
It's a simple question,
What's the worst that could happen?
Sure, she could say no
But she could also say yes...
So tell me, what's the worst that could happen?
I know that you're shy
And I know that you're worried...
But tell me, what's the worst that could happen?
Don't give up your chance
Take the advice of "I hope you dance"
And tell me... what's the worst that could happen?

Monday, May 4, 2015

Poetry

The grand illusion of reality
Stretching far as the eye can see
Don't give up today for tomorrow,
Don't give up the rest of your life so early.
Yes I know you love him
Or at least you think you may,
But if he leaves you empty-handed,
Then what'll you have to say?
I try to help you out,
Yes I try to lend my hand,
But I don't want to break the hourglass

And spill out all the sand
The time goes slipping by now
Just know that when the last grain falls,
I'll be here to help you out,
And I'll stand here through it all.

Friday, May 1, 2015

Poetry

In a world of magazines
Plastic and perfection
It can be hard to feel that you fit in
Just looking at your reflection
Pounds and pounds of makeup
Is what they recommend
But then they tell you to lose weight
'Round every other twist and bend
Turning on the tv now and look at what you'll find
Picture perfect Barbie dolls
All body and no mind
Who cares what your opinion is
Now go and curl your hair
Some get lost forever
In beauty's evil snare
The mirror will attack you
Do not let it consume
Because if you listen to its lies
It will lead you to your doom
I've watched so many people
Friend and family alike
Make their try to be perfect
And end without a life
Be wary of the lies
The corporations tell
Another coin for them
Could mean your own private hell.