Poetry

The life source,
My roots have been upturned
The dirt is scattered everywhere,
I thought I would have learned
My stalks that stood so proud and tall,
Have all been chopped down
The leaves that once sung in the breeze
Now lay fallen, not making a sound
But I'm slowly re-growing,
My pain, I'm not showing,
And the wind may be blowing,
But this boat, I'll keep rowing
Til the vines have climbed high,
And they reach into the sky
Only then will I sigh,
And beg to question why
Would I bring back something that was dead.

Poetry

But what I don't miss is the fights that we had,

I miss the times before our whole friendship went bad

I miss the times

We would chat online for hours

And no one was in charge,

Yeah no one had powers

No relationships there to screw things up,

Just a group of three friends who all shared a bond of love

You weren't annoying and neither was he,

All we ever were was who we wanted to be 

We never ever fought a fight,

Gentle play, never a bite.

But that all came crashing, 

Our story did end

And you took her away with you,

My closest friend.

Poetry

Don't, push me off the edge
Don't drop me down the well
Don't leave me here alone,
I don't deserve this hell
It's odd when you first meet a person
How innocent they appear to be
But if you stay around and hang on for the ride,
The truth, you'll be sure to see
Soon the truth causes wreckage
The friendship sails a stormy sea
The boat gets rocked and men are lost,
And so is loyalty
Sabotage and blackmail,
Dagger wounds so deep in the back
Treachery, treachery!
Our memories fade to black.

Poetry

The grass grows tall,
Witnessing the constant death of flowers
Watching them fall in cold blood,
Knowing saving them is not in its powers
But the grass' worst fear
Is watching a flower not have the strength to live
Then slowly withering,
Because of a nutrient that the grass couldn't give
Because the grass cares for all
That grow in its dirt
And each time a root looses life,
The grass takes the hurt
Takes the blame and the pain,
Soaking up the feelings like rain
Knowing the land won't be the same
The roses are dying, it's such a shame.

Poetry

My dreams are always corrupt,
I always fall for the trap of the tornado
The natural disaster tearing through,
You'd think by now I'd know
That'd I'd see the warning signs,
Of a storm on the distant shore,
Riding the waves, closer, closer,
But what should I look for?
The storms now are hidden
By the clouds of the past
Fogging up memory,
Not letting me go fast
I want my dreamland back now,
I don't want it to get destroyed
But if I try to escape the twister,
All I get is annoyed
So back into my dreams I'll fall,
Ignoring nature's twisted call
Hoping that the stars won't fall,
Prolonging happiness, the ultimate stall.

Poetry

Breathe in,
Now look around
Hide in the darkness,
Don't make a sound
Try to forget
The memories of the past
Try to make
The hours together last
We never get to see each other
Which can sometimes be a pain
But no matter where we are,
Our friendship will remain.

Poetry

I can't believe you and your treacherous ways,
Saying I hate you when I stayed by your side for days,
Calling me stupid as you fall for the sinner,
As if ditching me will make you the winner
Of whatever sick and twisted game you play
Even now, I'll stand by your side each day
My kindness is a price I have to pay,
When I have nothing else left to say
My loyalty's undying,
My conscience never stops trying,
And it's my fault for staying,
Maybe even just for praying
That you would see the light,
And turn all your wrongs to right
Oh well, silly me
I doubt you'll ever see
How great that you can be
Without him.

Poetry

I have such a history,
And everyone says I'm strong
Well that's the act that I put on...
But you're all so very wrong
Inside is a caged bird,
Who never learned to fly
A tiny child who screams out loud,
Praying for the answer to "Why?!"
But the answers don't come,
So the tears just rain down
I stay in my cage,
The bars close and I drown
Beneath the water,
My body will rest
I have failed myself...
Because life is a test.

Poetry

The dust falls on the lies
That have been displayed on your shelf for too long
As I brush it off to look again,
At all the times I was wrong
Your lies,
His lies and her lies too
Shows me how easily
Someone can pretend to be true
Even your friends can turn
And show their true faces
Lure you inside,
So you think you're in their graces,
My life has turned into drama,
It's nothing else anymore
My relationships are wilting,
It's leaving me sore.

Poetry

Bitter and cold,
How many secrets do you hold?
How many things have you been told?
Can your silence be bought or sold?

Ferocious and wild,
A reckless spirit, nature's child,
The defining force is far too mild,
"It'll only get better," you said as you smiled

68 days,
And 68 nights
Too many wrongs,
But still many more rights.

Poetry

You say that you don't care,
You claim to be heartless,
It's a trait we don't share,
My emotions aren't a mess

You say you don't care about death,
But has it ever hit close to home?
Tell me that as you beg for your last breath,
And as you allow your thoughts to roam

Darling, you're not a robot,
Stop acting the part,
Take what you get and work with what you've got

Don't leave me here bruised from your bitterness, please
Is this what you wanted, me begging on my knees?

Poetry

Why won't you wake up?

Why can't you see..?
That he uses and abuses,

Which is why he hates me

He hates that I alert you

But why would I let you be blinded

If this "love" isn't true

This self-claimed affection

Has turned the wrong direction

It's course isn't safe,

It's in need of correction

This destructive emotion

Can't be cured with a potion

The scars can't be cooled

With any amount of lotion

So please wake up from the nightmare,

Stop seeing it as a dream

If you saw what I did,

You'd surely scream

We've all tried to help you,

But you shove us away

When he does go to leave you,

There'll be no one who'll stay

So please now, I beg you

Wake up and see

This isn't what you think...

It's what you pretend it to be.

Poetry

The staircase of life,

Growing longer each day

Every goal that you aim for 

Is one step away

The landings are bitter,

They don't encourage at all

You may go back a few steps,

But that's ok, just don't fall

Grab the railing,

Stumble, trip

Hold yourself up,

So your skin doesn't rip

But don't lose hope

You'll reach the top

Just keep on trying,

Never stop.

Poetry

No we're not the pretty ones

Not the popular ones who talk all day

But we all know that we're there for each other,

And that's the only thing that matters anyway

We've been stuck together for years,

We'd never let each other fall

Because if one of us does leave,

It sacrifices all

We have a sacred sisterhood,

A bond we share together

Something that we hold so close,

And hope it lasts forever

While time is sure to sting

And draw us all apart

Hopefully it never breaks us,

We're connected heart through heart.

Poetry

Cooped up inside,
Kept in my mind
Looking for a friend,
But loneliness is all I ever find
I try to live 
Laugh and find joy,
But what's the use?
All I do is annoy
If I have time off,
I never do anything
I just sit in front of screens
Hoping my phone will ring
But it never does,
Because who could care less
I hate my life at times,
I'm an emotional mess
I don't know what to do
I don't know what to say
So I'll end this here
Because it's better this way.

Poetry

I can't sleep,
My mind is haunting me,
I can't close my eyes,
Because of memory
I'm an insomniac 

Can't get my brain to stop

Stop thinking of you so

I waste time staring at the clock

I can't sleep 

So I stay awake

I can't sleep,

So I think of my mistake

I let you go,

I cut you loose

Yea I was wrong,

But I felt I had to choose

So now I stay up

Yeah every night

Can't fall asleep and no,

I won't turn out my light

I can't sleep

I'll stay awake

I may be harsh, 

But hey at least I'm never fake.

Poetry

If I can make you laugh, I will
It lights up your face and in doing so, my heart
And sometimes I wish that I could bend fate,
And give you and I a fresh start
But at the same time,
We've bonded close
And over the rest,
It was me who you chose
You say everyone left,
While I chose to stay
But I can't lead people on,
That isn't my way
If I say that I'm here
Then I'm making it clear
That I won't go away,
I am here to stay
I won't shove you out,
Just don't leave me with doubts
I won't abandon without reason,
Just don't commit treason
I'll be here forever,
To hold you together.

Poetry

Call me your sister,

Lead me on

As soon as he stepped in,

I knew I was gone

Now you've changed and you're different,

Just not the same

And every problem you both have,

It's I who takes the blame

You came to me for answers,

But not brutal honesty

You don't like the truth now,

And so you turn it on me

You said that we're done

That you won't tell me any more

You think I really care..?

Your problems only made me sore

And the worst part about this

Is I blame myself

By introducing you to him,

I endangered your health

Then I tried to disrupt things

To save you from the fake

But you'll never believe me

Because I'm a gigantic mistake

So carry on with your life now

I hope you two last

Because all that I am now

Is a stain on your past.

Poetry

The Metaphor of Life

Life is so confusing

A puzzle that can never be solved

Looking back through the years

Look how far we've evolved

Life is just a maze,

Twisting and turning every which way

To navigate it is difficult,

But we all exit the maze someday

Life is just a book

A new chapter in the making each minute,

A word being placed with each word that we speak,

So why on earth would you want to dim it?

Life is just a game,

Where the players all dispute

The game is over far too quick,

Sometimes before there's chance to refute

Life is just a stage,

And we all play many parts

A different mask for everyone,

Collecting many hearts

In the end, life is life

A game that's not worth winning

We all are born to die...

Just an end with no beginning.

Poetry

Devil Boy

Little lying devil boy

With your horns made out of gold

Taking from the broken angel,

Well now I'll make sure that your story's told

And the story is a long one,

But in short, you're a gigantic prick

Plucked her feathers one by one,
You beat her til she was sick.

But I'll life the broken angel up,

Keep her from plummeting further,

I've nothing left to say to you,

You know you don't deserve her

She bent over backwards to make things right,

Stood through your darkness and tried to see light,

But you left her standing there alone in the night,

So now you can watch her spread her wings and take flight

You could never take blame for your actions,

Always used that pathetic pity card

Well lets see just how pitiful you can be,

Because watching her leave will be hard

Lies and manipulation,

Twisted and bent

Pack up your horns, lying little devil boy,

Before back to hell you are sent.