Poetry

Drowning blue weave mystery

Deep dark brown tell lies

Hazel are meant to hurt you

And green can hypnotize

Red is flaming freedom

Brown is bound by pride 

Black is strong as ever

And blonde is dead inside

Pale ivory is sickly

Tanned is venomous

Red and burnt is tiring

And brown can be dangerous

Short and soft, but sad

Or tall and full of bite 

Bone thin anorexic,

Or heavyset with spite

All these things can make us

Along with so much  else

The outside can tell everything

Or perhaps can mask things better than the mind

It's all inside the person you choose

Thad what I've come to find.

Sunlight

The weather today
Seems to reflect my mind
Passing and fading
In clouded shades of gray

And every once
In a long while
There is a sliver of sunlight
And that
That is enough
To make the pain go away.

Poetry

It's slipping, it's slipping
Farther every day
Our friendship, our friendship
Is falling fast away

You won't reply,
You won't try
You won't call,
But you'll watch me fall

I don't matter
Why should you care?
I never mattered
When I was there

I tried to warn you
Tried to help
Now I'll watch you
Fall into hell

Don't you try 
Crawling back
I won't be here,
I stay on track

You jumped off the train
But I'm not stopping and waiting
You're so indecisive,
I won't waste time debating

Leaving you now,
Sit there in the dust
I hope you think twice
Next time you discard trust.

Poetry

Pumpkins sprouting up,
Leaves are falling down
Chills are in the air,
Fall has come around.

Orange, red and yellow
With brown splashes here and there
Crunching leaves in every step
With more carried by air

Costumes and face paint
Trick or treat all night
Some are cute and pretty,
While others are a fright

Chilled apple cider
And pies baking away
Just another reason
To love fall as it is today.

Poetry

Done with your words
And all the crap that you say
Because a month worth of feelings
For you lasts a day

You throw words around
Thinking they mean nothing
But what's nothing to you
To another could be something

I'm not saying hold back
Or don't speak your mind...
I just mean think before saying
So that you still can be kind.

Poetry

A month, a year
You think I care?
Ever leaving this prison
At all is rare

So I don't go out
I don't really mind
In the end all I do
Is stay inside

Take away social
You just took away hell
Now I can stay here
Locked inside my shell

Take away friends
But take away stress
Now maybe I can fix my brain...
It's sort of a mess.

Poetry

Oh my god
I just did it again
Had to be a witch
And lost a friend

I really feel sorry
But I know that I'm not
Our friendship decaying
Slowly falling to rot

It started with this
Our poor choices 
The relationships
That managed to silence our voices

Now I've removed you
Pushed you far, far away
Even though I honestly
Would rather you stay

But you have her now
My use has worn out
All I seem to be
Is the cause of your doubt

I won't deny 
That you mean a lot
But when I try to be in your life
I'm denied a spot

You can't take advice
You try to shove me too
Because apparently
What I say's never true

Even though many times
I've been oh so correct
You think my only purpose
Is to hurt and infect

Well I'm hurting alright
And I'm infected with you
Because I thought you'd be here
To turn my grey skies blue

But you run in fear
From the beast in my mind
Because you can't seem to handle

What you've managed to find.