Poetry

I'm here
Don't think I walked away
I know your hope is drained
But I won't abandon you today

I took an oath
To be your friend
Stand through the storm
Until the end

Regardless of life
And it's rough unsteady course
I know that it'll carry me
Back to my starting source

The home of all my happiness
And memories come and gone
I've followed my mind for oh so long
But this time, I don't think my heart is wrong.

Poetry

no don't try
to tell me about my past
i forgot it for a reason
didn't want that shit to last

i dont want to
see the look on her face
the moments after
i was brought into the human race

i don't wanna hear her voice
or be reminded of her eyes
the only representation
is that of all the lies

the lies that formed my childhood
ripped away my youth
to go back to that hell
would be so uncouth

i erased it from my mind
i don't wanna rewind
i killed my past
maybe i move too fast

but ah well its gone
and it ain't coming back
i made sure of that
i'm gonna stay on track

Poetry

You had a chance

He gave you many

But you'd rather complain

And not take any

Well he gave me one

And now we're together

But NOW you put up a fuss

When it won't be forever

You feel so betrayed

You've been stabbed in the back

So now you tell lies

To turn his heart black

Luckily he saw through

Saw the bull you almost pulled

You're at the end of the road

But I'm just getting refueled

Stay out of my life

And keep out of my business

You had your chance...

But now you're just useless.

Poetry

Bare your teeth,

So pearly white

Let that false smile

Light up the night

Paint your lips

A deep blood red

So they won't look

So pale and dead

Force that curve

Right on your face

Tie your hair

With silk and lace

It doesn't matter

If you're cheerful

KEEP ON SMILING

Even though you're tearful

Put aside the pain for now

Don't you let those tears rain down

Smile! Smile! Until the end

They'll never know

It's all pretend.

Poetry

Don't say "what"
Let me break this down now
Cuz if you say "explain tomorrow"
Then I won't know how

You don't care that I exist
I feel our friendship is a lie
Because you say you want to help
But would leave me there to die

Just a pawn and you're the player
Use me up and throw me out
Like everybody else
You swore to God you cared about

Saying that you're so alone
When you don't know the meaning of the word
I honestly doubt you know abandonment
Or the betrayal of the world

You don't care that I have issues
Or that I've almost died
Cuz if I'm gone there are others
You can tear apart inside

You don't care about feelings
Or the ones I have for you
You just jump to conclusions
And think what you've heard is true

If a gun was to your head
I'd replace it with mine
But you wouldn't do the same
If you could walk away fine

Maybe I'm an idiot
Who crossed too many a sea
Trying to save someone
Who wouldn't jump a puddle for me.

Poetry

Starting as a seed
Carried and dropped along the way
The pine tree has no choice
In where it has to stay.

Slowly moving forward,
Kept back by the seasons
Yet it never loses life
For a multitude of reasons

Growing stronger,
Growing tall
Something big
From something small

Stories on bark
Told in the center
Only to be seen
When it's chopped down forever

Sometimes you can't see
What goes on beneath the skin
And chopping down walls
Is the way to within

But careful what walls
That you choose to rip away
Because if you rip up the roots
It'll no longer stay.

Poetry

Sometimes life gets me to wonder
What's the meaning for carrying on?
Is there a reason we all are here,
or is life just a never ending song?

I look around me and see the sun
The clouds, so fluffy and white
The trees that stand so tall,
And the stars that shine at night

So perhaps beauty is the meaning
But no, that couldn't be
Because if that were the case,
There wouldn't be so much bad to see

I laugh at funny jokes
And see the smile on my friends' face
And so I think that happiness
Is the meaning of the human race

But no, that can't be it...
For depression still exists
Standing in the pathway
To pure and utter bliss

So what is life's meaning?
There has to be one
We can't just live for nothing...
That wouldn't be fun

Nor would it be fair
There has to be a purpose
Some reason to keep breathing
Some reason to preserve us.