Poetry

Fool yourself
Hide behind illusion
So you don't feel alone
Caught up in this confusion

Tell yourself you're ok
That everything will heal
But is this just one more excuse
To fool yourself into thinking you can feel?

Don't cloak yourself in lies
Don't try to hide from me
Because if you don't know yet
The truth is all that I can see

So please come clean
Don't make a mess
Don't lie to me,
It'll only cause stress

Stress is un-needed
Depressing and dumb
And at this point
I just want to have fun

So look up to the sky
Smile and be free
And don't ever again
Lie to me.

Poetry

I hope you taste the sarcasm
That bites through every sentence
So can you please, drop to your knees
And ask for your repentance?

What you did was hateful
Cruel, distasteful, mean
Yet when I snap back and hurt you
I'm the one who's obscene.

I won't stand around and take damage
Or let you shove me down
It's taken me long enough
To finally come around.

Now I'm done with all your crap
I won't take it anymore
All our fights ever can do
Is leave my mind feeling sore.

So goodbye
Walk away
I don't need
Stress today

If you've nothing to say
Then go, have a good day.

Poetry

I wonder what it's like
To not have any fear
To not ever be sad
To never shed a tear

I wonder what it's like
To not shake inside
To not be silent in public
To not have to hide

I wonder what it's like
To not check under the bed
To not be afraid of the things
That are inside of your head

I wonder what it's like
To talk without being scared
Of messing up your words
Or laughing with teeth bared

I wonder what it's like
But I may never know
Because I'm messed up inside
Though I try not to show.

Poetry

Wrote this last night but whatever it's still going up

My Friends
You talk about my friends
As if you know who they are
But do you know their pasts?
Or how badly they're scarred?

You talk about my friends
But what you say is wrong
Walk a mile in their shoes,
Then say they aren't strong

You talk about my friends
And say they're the same
Same hell, different demons
Different levels of pain

You talk about my friends
Degrade them in every way
But you really don't know
What they deal with each day

So please don't talk about my friends
You don't know them at all
But I'll let you know one thing:
I'll always catch them if they fall.

Poetry

How can something so small
Be a part of something so big
Like grains of sand to a beach,
Like a tree to a twig
Like a drop in the ocean
Like a cloud in the sky
Like a star in the universe
Like the reason why
Like a microscopic spec
That turns into a mountain
A strand of DNA
That represents a generation
A simple breath of air
That represents life
Every ounce of metal 
That goes into a knife
Every petal on a flower
Each thorn on a rose
Each road that is paved
To where nobody knows
A small piece of paper
With feelings wrote down
Is a whisper of emotion
Without any sound
Learn to enjoy
These small simple facts
They may save you suffering
And help you relax.

Poetry

My dreams can save me
My dreams can pull me away
From this horrible twisting reality
That is begging me to stay
The nightmare tries to pull me in
And show me all is wrong
I know that I'll be fine,
Just need to sing my happy song
Focus on the positive,
Get rid of all that's sad
Can't let it infect my mind,
For that would just be bad
Focus on the positive,
Be happy all your life
Block out all the negative,
Block out all the strife.

Poetry

So what
Will I never fit in
Yeah I'm not a girly girl,
Is that such a sin?
Yes I appreciate nature
And I don't mind getting dirty
I'm not really the type
That's gonna be real flirty
I don't believe in gossip,
Or that backstab crap
I'm here for my friends,
If they get caught in a trap
The trap being you,
With your snare for a tongue
Pull 'em in, lock 'em down,
Go down another rung.